6-11-2009

poppy garden with my dearest=} 6-11-2009





have lots fun that nite=} great party nite=}

T.A.D.A=}

5-11-2009 ( graduation photo shoot)

BMK T2's Graduation Photo shoot

rehearsal:

the actual one:







at nite: steamboat at seri kembangan with beloved classmates=}

TV

05-11-2009

aunt Tracy bought a new puppy back, * white poodle* named TV...

TV stands for T= Tommy, and V= Veann *wink*

and now we have JG boy and TV boy, both superb cute=}

love=}

random=}

sorry for da late update, 1st i was very busy recently, but i dont know what i busy for? aha=}

2nd, im quite lazy to update my blog, but since today im so energetic in da midnite, then mai blog lo...

yeah recently nothing much, or nothing special happen too...

just a normal routine daily life, go uni, back uni, teaching tuition, went out with friends, attending friends birthday,sleep, eat, surf net and etc!

oh yeah, my birthday is coming, another a month to go, but i adi received some very memorable presents from my beloved family members and friends=} thks alot, and i love u all=}

btw, hope i get more and more birthday gift la for my 21st birthday, aha=}

2 branded watch from Aunt Ann for my advance 21st birthday gift=} i love both=}

big big album from Aunt Tracy for my advance 21st birthday gift:

yeah, im going to china again coming this end of november, to "Guilin" as my this year birthday present from my beloved aunt Ann! thks alot once again, i love u=}

yeah, im going s'pore coming this december, and most probably i will celebrate new year eve at there too=}

yeah btw, there are many celebration of 21st birthday coming this november and coming december, and i would say i will bankrupt soon, very soon! aha=}

so let me briefly post my random outing last month:

19 oct 2009: Dk's 21st birthday. happy birthday to u, and wish all ur dreams come true=} and so sorry for late but at least we make it at last, and have lots fun in ur home=}

da birthday person in red T!!!


24 oct 2009: clubbing at Quattro=}
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27 Oct 2009: Jogoya lunch buffet and sing k at nite @ the curve red box=}
jogoya: mirror ladies!


the curve red box:


28 oct 2009:aunt's and mom's Agency annual dinner at Restaurant Oversea, sri petaling=} great dinner nite with alot of supreb nice foods and awards given to those hot and top sales advisor! *welldone*... aunt and mom, da organiser of the whole function=}will upload more pictures when i get all of it, for main while, allow me to post a picture of me and tommy 1st=}


1st november 2009: my dear brother birthday, tommy! happy birthday to u and i love u=}, had great party nite in home with yummy steamboat, great party nite!=}


2nd November 2009: my another besties birthday, she is officially 21st now, once again happy 21st birthday to u, Phik Yin! sorry i did not join for your birthday eve celebration but i make it for u on 2nd November, celebrated her birthday at "the Garden" One Utama! sorry no pictures for this cos i havent get all of it, will update soon when i get all the pictures=}

Ps: more pictures available in facebook=}

yeah, before i sign out, and recommendation for sony ericson "flip" or "slide" phone?

mom says she going to buy me one for my birthday present, aha=}

t.a.d.a=}

My bad! Im sorry!

Here's 2 situations:

There's a boy who I met back very recently { a week before} after 3years lost contact, who doesn't know me very well and I only know bits and pieces about him, but he seems to want to get into a relationship with me.

I was happy at first and then I realized how uncomfortable it made me feel when each time he is trying to tell words like " i miss u so", "i wish i could see u right now" and bla bla bla.... he is funny which i cant deny, and his good too but his far as well,. he is working in s'pore now, so i dont think it will last long. I just felt like he hijacked me and now I have to reject him advances. I don't know how to say this without hurting him though. but he is kinda special, i mean among da guys that click with me, special in terms of his D.O.B { his Birthday 3rd dec and mine 4th dec} , special in terms of his attitude { he loves to repeat things again and again, im in da same case too. well i love to repeat things over and over again}, and he make me feel comfortable when each time i talked to him but pls not about love, we can talked more than 3 hours each night on phone, hey he called me from S'pore! it's complicated, very complicated!

another situation where i have rejected someone this month again, im so sorry! hey this guy been asking me out since half year ago, but i did not, i tried to understand him more or in the other words, im trying to give chance for both of us, but im so sorry that i at last i asked you to find " someone better than me and do not wait for me". omg once again, i hurt someone innocent but im really sorry! BUT I DO HOPE DA BEST FOR YOU, NOW, ALWAYS AND 4EVER!

rejecting someone can be as hard as being rejected.

the direct approach is always the best approach! I know it hurts, but it will only hurt for a couple days, or a week at the most. It saves the trouble of being obsessed over you. It's the "not knowing" that's the most painful part, that can lead to years of sleepless nights, constant intrusive thoughts, worrying, jealousy, and etc. If you give an upfront NO, there is nothing left to obsess about. am i right?

seriously,is very hard for me to fall in love to someone, serious! i can only 100% fall to someone that really make me feel so so much comfortable with. i dont like to give a try when i knew i dont really fall for you!

my friends told me, hey Veann! there is no easy way to say you're not attracted to someone. Try and think about what you would accept as an okay excuse or maybe have a try and go for that.

I'm still single currently, I feel tedious to have the relationship, I love to be alone, and spent all my times with my friends and family. I don't like the feeling of worrying my partner's problems or maybe i already get use to it of being "single", no worrying! no care of partner's problem, No arguments or conflict with partner's.

Often, my friends said my statement sounds ridiculous and silly. Yes, I agree with it but somehow this is my current thoughts.

ps: somehow i will find my Mr Right, most probable after im graduated, another half year to go for me to stay in my current "status"!

Genting@12-10-09

im in Genting Again, well! i would say this is my second home!

hey im not here to donate $$$ to Uncle Lim but Donate to Starbuck, -,-!!!

so of course when it comes to free time, camwhored will be da best thing...

yellow flower, beautiful!
the sky so nice=}and genting view!
diana and me=}
again! *bestiest*
her family and me=}
me , me, me=}

now 2.45am, yet im still at Starbuck... =}

ps: i guess i found him! i guess!=}

random

01-10-2009 till 05-10-2009

begin my y3s1 semester break to Genting highland and bukit tinggi with some of my friends, Diana, Veryn and Yenn Tan. i would say, my days turn crazy when im with them, and especially da "dialeks" we use to communicate with each oth for instance "swt-ing, faint-ed, Mad-ed, Omg and etc."

and we had lots fun their especially during the time in hotel with those crazy and stupid game we played, once again i miss them lots and of course i miss da stupid funny jokes too=}

PS: yen tann, see u again for ur next sem break, and good luck to u back JB, study hard and i surely miss u=}

Veryn jin and diana, u guys too, take care and i miss u guys=} and da trip as well=}

and pictures available in facebook, log in and have a look=}

06-10-2009

1st day of the class tuition, well i would say a very new and good experience with those little kids!

hopefully i can be a very successful tuition teacher, sound lame, i guess!!! aha=}

07-10-2009

i missed out da chance for a trip with waters and caves, sad! hey bitches, i must make myself available next time, i missed out da adventure!

yeah im going Genting again coming this sunday, aha=} Genting is my another home, lolz!